There is nothing wrong with you, and it isn't because you haven't worked hard enough.
If you keep hitting a brick wall and can't progress any further, no amount of work can change things for you. It's time to release the limiting beliefs that were programmed into you as a child.
Up to the age of 6 you have no filter, so everything you experience is absorbed unconsciously.
You haven't developed the logical capacity to understand hearing an argument about money doesn't mean you're going to be poor and lose all your security.
A small incident like this, which had no significance for your parents, could remain fixed in your subconscious, and make you fearful around money as an adult. If you don't have a good relationship with money no amount of work will bring wealth to you, or if you have a windfall it won't last long.
Instead of wasting years (and money) trying lots of shiny objects that promise success, but never deliver, you could release the limiting beliefs that will always block you - no matter what you try.
You don't have to feel like a failure, you've done the best you can, but your subconscious fears will hold you back as surely as if you were wrapped in chains.
It isn't necessary to have had a traumatic childhood to have limiting beliefs - we all have them. For 6 years you've been told, "Don't touch that, you'll burn yourself," "Don't climb up there, you'll fall and hurt yourself". You've received millions of negative messages which are intended to protect you as you learn how to stay safe and survive, so you're programmed to feel fear.
If there are 10 children in a family, it's likely that they will each have different memories - we all see things in our own unique way. That means that nothing is right or wrong, nothing is true or false - it's simply perception.
You can let go of your limiting beliefs peacefully while I guide you though a ZPoint session. Don't think any memory is too silly, if it affects you today it will come to the surface as you gradually relax. You will feel wonderful afterwards, and so much lighter once you're free of those chains from childhood.
Your mind will no longer be frozen by fear, and your creative imagination will expand to bring you things you couldn't have dreamed were possible before. Are you ready to be all that you already are?
"You begin to fly when you let go of self-limiting beliefs and allow your mind and aspirations to rise to greater heights." ~ Brian Tracy
"All too often we're filled with negative and limiting beliefs. We're filled with doubt. We're filled with guilt or with a sense of unworthiness. We have a lot of assumptions about the way the world is that are actually wrong." ~ Jack Canfield